hello and welcome to EXPECTATIONEMESIS! a silly little website made by yours truly. my name is ren! i also go by raziel, but that's not important right now! i'll be your webmaster for this evening, humble visitor... :3c

this site has changed a lot since its first iteraction all the way back in 2021, but its ultimate purpose has stayed the same — to be a place on the web that i can truly call my own!

if you're here, you've probably followed the URL listed on a number of my drawings, or otherwise have looked up one of my usernames. if so, yay! welcome. :3 you may know me by my some of the following aliases: such as cyberangeldust, wheatlley, mechanicalanakal, mechanakal, expnem, corruptedlullaby, etc... i've had decent followings on tumblr, deviantART, and youtube in the past as well. ^_^

if you don't know me, though, don't worry! i'm just some loser chick who's been online for a lil too long. ;P

on this site, you'll find a number of pages mostly pertaining to... well... myself. XD who i am, what i'm interested in, what i create, etc. if that sounds interesting to you, feel free to peruse the links below. i promise they're not too boring. XD